I told you how I’m not sleeping so well, and now that I believe the reason why I can finally try to resolve it.
At least I believe like I have made some progress just by knowing which direction I need to go in life. Maybe this will help me sleep better now. I thought it was our indoor air quality or something to do with the type of mattress I’m using, however it is something larger than that and I need to get our life moving in the right direction before it withers away and dies; I’m sure our cooling products salesmen buddies are not going to be cheerful that I may be leaving the corporation soon, although I have to do what makes our heart believe alive again or why go on living? I’ve had stable corporate jobs as a cooling representative for years and I just felt like there was something more I was supposed to be doing with our life. I got into standup and entirely gave it a shot, however after 17 years I felt like it wasn’t for me anymore so I quit. I still need to work for the heating and cooling dealership for another couple of years, although I guess this rock n rollal journey I have been on for a couple of years can entirely do some special things if I supply it a chance. I guess I could do the heating company work for several more years separate from going crazy, although I want to put more time into practicing rock n roll and end our life on a high note!