A Day in the Sun for Reflection

I believe you can’t see tears on a PC but they undoubtedly could hear it in our voice

I can legitimately say that I have never gone through so much loss in such a short amount of time in our 55 years on this planet. In the past more than one years I’ve lost; more than one girlfriends, our dad, $110K savings, our health, & our mind. Losing our mind came from losing all of the other things & I am trying to accept the losses & move on, which is proving to be quite difficult. I believe there is a lesson to all of this loss however I am too far in it to see the lesson. My job at the heating company is the only stable thing in our life lately. If I didn’t have this job I would undoubtedly be 1 of those bums sleeping next to a building. Repairing & cleaning Heating plus A/C systems takes our mind off all of these losses but when I get home they return again. The 1 girlfriend I lost was the best connection I’ve ever had with someone & that hurt me the most, even more than our bad dad dying. I believe toiling on a/cs & oil gas furnaces each day is our lifeline & I need to go & thank our boss for keeping me when I was crying at labor over our losses. I was literally answering the PC with tears in our eyes trying to keep calm & help clients with Heating plus A/C unit problems & questions. I believe you can’t see tears on a PC but they undoubtedly could hear it in our voice. I’ll be okay & sorry for dumping this on you today. Love & fortune to you all.

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