I’ve been floating along the past few weeks on a cloud of joy.
I finally l earned to let go of all of my “problems” and just care about the whole insane process as it unfolds.
There’s a hundred things I could be frustrated about but I’ve chosen to drop them all into a sizable vat of nothingness, just where they all belong. Sometimes the people I was with and I get too wrapped up in the storyline and forget that the whole goal of life is to just care about it all, be it good, bad, or indifferent. My oil furnace went on the fritz a few days ago and I just laughed at it, love I should have done, and just got down to getting it fixed. Once the heating problem was corrected then everything was fine again. So the only problem is when the people I was with and I don’t have patience to get through whatever it is that is bothering us, such as my broken Heating as well as Air Conditioning equipment. I am now just going to fix whatever is not right in my life without judging it and then transport on. Heating as well as Air Conditioning systems break down, bikes get stolen, and people leave you but life keeps moving ahead and you just need to roll with the punches and keep on going. Zoom out and look at the sizable picture and you will see that nothing should entirely bother you for long. I’m blissful just to have heating and air conditioner at all in my flat as all the people in my neighborhood don’t have any kind of weather conditions control in their places. I’m a bit spoiled I know and I need to be more grateful for what I have.