I’ve been floating along the past few weeks on a cloud of joy.
I finally l gained to let go of all of my “problems” and just care about the whole deranged process as it unfolds.
There’s a hundred things I could be frustrated about but I’ve chosen to drop them all into a big vat of nothingness, just where they all belong. Occasionally the people I was with and I get too wrapped up in the storyline and forget that the whole goal of life is to just care about it all, be it good, bad, or indifferent. My heating system went on the fritz a few afternoons ago and I just laughed at it, like I should have done, and just got down to getting it fixed. Once the heating concern was corrected then everything was good again. So the only concern is when the people I was with and I don’t have patience to get through whatever it is that is bothering us, such as my broken Heating as well as A/C equipment. I am now just going to repair whatever is not right in my life without judging it and then transfer on. Heating as well as A/C systems chop down, bikes get stolen, and people leave you but life keeps moving ahead and you just need to roll with the punches and keep on going. Zoom out and look at the big picture and you will see that nothing should entirely bother you for long. I’m glad just to have heating and air conditioner at all in my flat as all the people in my neighborhood don’t have any kind of weather conditions control in their places. I’m a bit spoiled I guess and I need to be more grateful for what I have.