I can absolutely say that I have never gone through so much loss in such a short amount of time in my 55 years on this planet.
In the past several years I’ve lost; several husbandys, my Mom, $110K savings, my health, plus my mind. Losing my mind came from losing all of the other things plus I am trying to accept the losses plus move on, which is proving to be quite difficult. I guess there is a lesson to all of this loss although I am too far in it to see the lesson. My job at the heating supplier is the only stable thing in my life lately. If I didn’t have this job I would really be one of those bums sleeping next to a building. Repairing plus cleaning HVAC systems takes my mind off all of these losses but when I get house they return again. The one husbandy I lost was the best connection I’ve ever had with someone plus that hurt myself and others the most, even more than my awful Mom dying. I guess working on a/cs plus furnaces each morning is my lifeline plus I need to go plus thank my boss for keeping myself and others when I was crying at work over my losses. I was literally answering the PC with tears in my eyes trying to keep calm plus help clients with HVAC component problems plus questions. I guess you can’t see tears on a PC but they really could hear it in my voice. I’ll be okay plus sorry for dumping this on you today. Love plus luck to you all.