I feel as though I have been reborn again after all of the bad things that came my way.
I was hit financially, emotionally and physically absolutely over the past year or so timeframe and am just starting to shake it off.
I think the toughest thing about it all is accepting all of the bad luck that comes your way. I’ve talked about it before although I still need to vent some as I don’t vent on stage anymore like I once did with the comedy, but the Heating and Air Conditioning rep friend of mine keeps me going with his positive attitude and I hope that a one day I can be like him and be happy again. The thing that hurt me the most was losing this new love that I met after losing my partner of more than five years, that one I still am having trouble accepting. Losing all my savings stung me too although I can recoup it through now working at the Heating and Air Conditioning business doing smart temperature control installs and programming, along with a lot of Heating and Air Conditioning device repairs and services. I think that doing standup comedy for 15 years put me more in touch with my feelings and also made me more sensitive to things that occur in my life as I look at them more under a magnifying glass than all the people. So anyway, this month I am going to clean my gas fireplace and get it ready for winter and maybe one day I can stand and watch the fire with that romantic lover who I think I deserve in my life. I wish the same wonderful luck to you too! See ya.