I feel as though I have been reborn again after all of the terrible things that came my way.
I was hit financially, emotionally and physically undoubtedly hard over the past year or so timeframe and am just starting to shake it off.
I know the toughest thing about it all is accepting all of the bad luck that comes your way. I’ve talked about it before although I still need to vent some as I don’t vent on stage anymore like I once did with the comedy, but the HVAC rep friend of mine keeps me going with her positive attitude and I hope that one day I can be like him and be ecstatic again. The thing that hurt me the most was losing this new love that I met after losing my wife of several years, that one I still am having trouble accepting, however losing all my savings stung me too although I can recoup it through working at the HVAC supplier doing smart thermostat installs and programming, along with a lot of HVAC component repairs and services. I know that doing standup comedy for 15 years put me more in touch with my feelings and also made me more sensitive to things that occur in my life as I look at them more under a magnifying glass than everyone. So anyway, this month I am going to clean my gas fireplace and get it ready for winter time and maybe one day I can rest and watch the fire with that romantic lover who I know I deserve in my life. I wish the same good luck to you too! See ya.