I could only imagine what would have happened if I lost that job in this time period, I entirely would have ended up on the streets drinking myself to death.
The past two years have been a real test of our sanity and our resilience. I’ve been knocked down over and over by some pretty immense life circumstances, yet I am still here! I’ve pretty much lost everything you can lose in life; love, currency, father, health, but after losing all of that stuff I kind of hit this bottom where I have been bobbing around ever since. All of those hits can truly put you in a dark locale, and if you don’t handle it with grace and patience you can self-destruct, but the heating dealer has been a tploy neighbor as he has kept me working and given me some kind of purpose during this tough stage I am going through. She could have fired me as I was truly not doing well each day at work, but he let me work on heat pumps in the back room while I listened to rock n roll. This seemed to have helped me get through the afternoons as I was just in a zone doing the Heating and A/C work. I could only imagine what would have happened if I lost that job in this time period, I entirely would have ended up on the streets drinking myself to death. I’ll keep doing the heating and cooling service work and somehow make it through this tough time and come out stronger in the end. I just don’t want to become jaded from all of this, as it has done with so many other people. I will go now and do this duct cleaning job then go to the beach.