I told you how I’m not sleeping so well, and now that I know the reason why I can finally try to resolve it.
At least I feel like I have made some progress just by knowing which direction I need to go in life. Maybe this will help me sleep better now. I thought it was my indoor air quality or something to do with the type of mattress I’m using, but it is something bigger than that and I need to get my life moving in the right direction before it withers away and dies. I’m sure my cooling products salesmen buddies are not going to be happy that I may be leaving the company soon, but I have to do what makes my heart feel alive again or why go on living? I’ve had stable corporate jobs as a cooling representative for years and I just felt like there was something more I was supposed to be doing with my life. I got into standup and really gave it a shot, but after 17 years I felt like it wasn’t for me anymore so I quit. I still need to work for the heating and cooling dealership for another couple of years, but I think this musical journey I have been on for a couple of years can really do some special things if I give it a chance. I think I could do the heating business work for two more years without going crazy, but I want to put more time into practicing music and end my life on a high note!
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