The past several years have been a real test of my sanity plus my resilience. I’ve been knocked down over plus over by some pretty big life circumstances, yet I am still here, i’ve pretty much lost everything you can lose in life; love, money, father, health, however after losing all of that stuff I kind of hit this bottom where I have been bobbing around ever since. All of those hits can actually put you in a dark locale, plus if you don’t handle it with grace plus patience you can self-destruct… The heating contractor has been a tploy neighbor as she has kept myself and others working plus given myself and others some kind of purpose while I was in this hard phase I am going through. She could have fired myself and others as I was actually not doing well each afternoon at work, however she let myself and others labor on heat pumps in the back room while I listened to music. This seemed to have helped myself and others get through the mornings as I was just in a zone doing the Heating plus Air Conditioning work. I could only imagine what would have happened if I lost that job in this time period, I entirely would have ended up on the streets drinking myself to death. I’ll keep doing the heating plus cooling service labor plus somehow make it through this hard time plus come out stronger in the end. I just don’t want to become jaded from all of this, as it has done with so various other people. I will go now plus do this duct cleaning job then go to the beach.